Full-Blown Suffering: My Struggle Against the Puzzling Suffering of Cluster Headaches
It was a gloomy weekday morning in September 2016. I worked as a educator, attempting to manage a new class, when a sharp pain bloomed behind my right eye. Then came rapid shocks, like lightning bolts. As the school day progressed, the pain eased and then came back with increased force. Multiple times that day I handed over a teaching assistant with activities and ran to the school bathroom to douse my face with cool water. I took ibuprofen, but the agony remained unrelenting.
The headaches appeared frequently that autumn, and once more in spring, soon establishing an yearly cycle. September and October were the most severe, then the late winter. I could predict the pattern: a warning sensation in the shower, early pangs on the train, full-on pain in the classroom by mid-morning. In 2019, a GP eventually referred me to a neurologist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headache disorder.
Cluster headaches typically start with severe pain around a single eye that persists for three hours.
Approximately one in 1,000 people suffer by the disorder, and males are more often affected. Cluster headaches usually start with abrupt, excruciating pain around one eye that reaches its peak within a short time and continues for up to three hours. Episodes occur in cycles, every day or multiple times a day, and are associated with tearing eyes, sagging eyelids or facial sweating. There exists an episodic type, which arrives in seasonal bouts; others have chronic cluster headaches, characterized by the lack of extended symptom-free periods.
What unites patients is the intensity. One research paper scored the sensation at 9.7 out of 10, more severe than bone fractures or other conditions. A separate found a significant percentage of cluster patients reported thoughts of self-harm during bouts; the figure fell to 4% when they were not in pain.
Val Hobbs, 74, a long-term patient from Pembrokeshire, finds this understandable. Her episodes started when she was a toddler. “I would throw myself on the floor and hit my head. That was attributed to being a difficult child,” she says. Her symptoms worsened through her youth. Alcohol in her adolescence, similar to several triggers, made things more intense. After drinking sherry at her graduation party, she remembers barely being able to see on the bus home.
Her family often interpreted her episodes as drunken behavior. Support finally came from her father and then from her husband, Rod. “I was very lucky to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs found office work after relocating, but often hid her condition. She was dismissed from one job, in part due to time off during attacks. Her definitive diagnosis came in the early 2000s at a national hospital.
Still, the inability to organize daily activities around erratic attacks took its effect. She particularly hated being unable to plan social events, being seen as flaky as a co-worker, and even having to be looked after by her family during the incapacitation caused by the worst episodes. “It steals from you of the simple liberties we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She remembers obtaining tickets for a significant concert, only to have an attack inside a portable toilet.
Headaches have been described throughout the ages. “The earliest description of headache originates from the Mesopotamians in 4000BC,” write experts in a book on the topic. They linked the disease to an malevolent entity who attacked his sufferers' heads.
Ancient medical records propose bizarre treatments for what modern observers would describe as a headache disorder. In the middle ages, migraine was recognised as a distinct condition, with therapies ranging from herbal concoctions to other, more folk remedies.
It was a Dutch physician who provided the first detailed description of a cluster headache. In his writings, he speaks of a patient “suffering with a very severe headache occurring and disappearing daily at fixed hours”.
The disorder were only officially classified by global medical committees in 1988. From the 1960s to the late 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a problem with a key artery which delivers blood to the brain. Prominent experts in treating the condition explain this.
In the late 1990s, researchers published the results of a research project for which they had induced attacks in patients and observed the episodes in a brain scanner. The results, featured in a prominent medical publication, showed increased activity of the a brain region, which is responsible for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in pain, and a deactivation when they felt better.
Despite such advances, identification remains slow. One man's attacks started in the 1980s and felt like “a balloon being blown up behind my left eye”. GPs thought he had a sinus issue; he underwent multiple surgeries before eventually being correctly identified in recently, after a physician researched his complaints.
Specialists say delays in diagnosis and managing occur because patients are rarely seen mid-attack. “You're exhausted and low, but not in severe pain,” one says. He proceeds by eliminating other primary head pain disorders, such as tension-type headache, before diagnosing cluster headaches. A thorough patient history is crucial: on which side do signs occur? For how much time? What time of year? Are there triggers, such as certain foods? Certain characteristics such as tearing, sagging eyelids and stuffy nose help verify the diagnosis. Once diagnosed, patients may be referred to dedicated centers. But many first go to A&E or are given unsuitable therapies.
Dorothy Chapman, in her late seventies, has experienced the condition for most of her life, although she hasn't had an attack since recent years. When she was in her 20s, she had her molars pulled because dentists misinterpreted her pain. She believes dentists still need much more education. When a sufferer sought help from a charity, it was she who responded. The author recalls calling a helpline during an bout in early 2021; a calm volunteer talked them through oxygen treatment and medication until the attack passed.
National guidelines on management advise that patients are offered high-dose oxygen and/or a anti-migraine medication administered by injection. No oral painkillers or opioids should be used. Preventive choices include verapamil, which apparently helps manage the attacks of some individuals.
But consultant specialists argue the official guidelines need updating to reflect a more defined clinical process and help general practitioners avoid misprescribing. For episodic patients, the treatment window is critical: “The duration of the cycle dictates the approach.” Brief bouts with infrequent episodes are handled with acute therapy only. Longer or more severe bouts require preventives such as verapamil, sometimes combined with corticosteroids. Many patients also receive a nerve block injection during a cycle – an injection into the area of the head where the discomfort is that reduces nerve signals.
The national guidelines need updating to reflect a